Lonely But Not Alone

     Long time no blog post!  College is busy and fun and so much to handle all at once, let me tell you.  This week I’ve found myself with very little classwork and studying to do so I figured it was time for a new blog post.  Today I’m sharing a little about my life and something I’ve been learning lately.

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     Like I said, this week has been relatively easy, but last week was not.  At the start of last week, I felt like being vulnerable and opened up to my roommate about how I felt like I had a lot of friends here at Baylor, yet none of them really knew me and completely loved me for who I am.  Within forty-eight hours of saying this, I faced four separate circumstances with friends that all unintentionally corroborated the way I was feeling — that I was surrounded by people, people who were definitely my friends, but I was not fully known or fully loved by any of them.

     At home, I spent most of high school with many friends, but only a few that really knew me.  I was completely content with that because I knew I could count on these few; they could always tell when I wasn’t quite myself, they knew what made me feel loved, and they understood me.  It’s obviously completely unrealistic to come to college expecting to immediately find friendships that felt like the ones you spent years building in high school, but that doesn’t make it any easier to feel lonely.

     I was bombarded with assignments and tests and I felt like I wasn’t really valued by the people I made time for and did kind things for.  I was so frustrated because before that week, I felt like I was doing pretty well; I just began leading Young Life at a local high school a few weeks ago, I had plenty of friends in my dorm, generally speaking I had a grip on my schoolwork, I found a church home, and I was spending time in the Word every day.  What I didn’t understand was that God was teaching me something.

     Last week I began praying in ways I haven’t in a long time.  I recalled all the times I had heard that being in a relationship with God meant you would be upset with Him sometimes and that it was okay to tell Him that.  I begged God to comfort and provide and make His presence known the way He promises to in the Bible and in the devotionals I was reading.  I prayed for a community that would make me feel like I was valued, loved, and understood.  I told Him I knew what He was capable of and I waited expectantly for Him to show up.  Then He did.

     Thursday afternoon, I got together with my mentor group from Young Life leader training to catch up — this was probably the first time all week that I didn’t feel empty and unnoticed.  Later that evening I hung out with some of the people on my Young Life team and one of the kids at the high school we lead at.  Friday night we went to the high school’s football game and then I got to hang out with one of my co-leaders who I’m starting to get really close to.  This week has been filled with Wizards of Waverly Place and Victorious watching sessions and other spontaneous and simple and fun things like meeting the president of Baylor at a volleyball game, getting way too much coffee and spending way too many hours at Common Grounds with so many great people, finally trying Bittersweet’s iconic cookies, and getting dinner with a friend I made through blogging (four years ago!) when she came to tour.

     As I’m getting to know other Young Life leaders in Waco, I’m finally starting to get that community I’ve been waiting ever so impatiently for.  I now have people that I feel like I can be open with and feel valued by.  I had been feeling so lonely, but I now realize I was not alone in two ways — I am not the only college student who has felt surrounded yet forgotten and even when I was crying alone in my dorm room, God was with me.  I think sometimes God presses pause on our comfort to get our attention so He can teach us something that will allow us to appreciate Him all the more when the good gets better.

     Don’t get me wrong, college is still absolutely not perfect and it’s really not all fun and games.  I spent fourteen hours studying for a test last weekend and I’m pretty sure I still didn’t do well.  I have a departmental exam for one of my journalism classes from 6:00 – 11:00 p.m. next Tuesday.  However, I’m so thankful for reminders of the Lord’s faithfulness like this week.  He will provide in His own timing, and in the waiting it’s really important to rely fully on Him — He has always been, is always, and will always be sufficient for us.

Thanks for reading!

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My First Week-ish at Baylor

     I’m about two weeks into my freshman year at Baylor and to say I’m loving every minute of it would be an understatement.  I’ve been overwhelmed by the kindness of my peers and professors and I’ve fallen in love with the access to Christian ministries I have here.  Don’t even get me started on how beautiful the campus is — it’s hard to be mad about the Texas heat when my walks to class are so pretty!  Today I’m sharing a little about what my time here has looked like thus far, from move-in to classes to football games.  I’m only really going to be covering the highlights, but of course I have plenty of pictures.  I hope you enjoy this little peek into my college life so far!

Move-In Day

     As I anticipated, move-in day was overwhelming and stressful and fun all at once.  Volunteer students carry all of your belongings from your car to your room while you pick up all of your Welcome Week materials and get your ID set up to unlock your room so the physical labor of bringing everything in was pretty much nonexistent and I’m so grateful for that.  Once I actually got in the room, my roommate Perri and I began settling in with our families’ help.  Both being pretty far out of state, our families left early in the afternoon to prepare for flights home from other cities the next day.  I won’t be going home until Christmas, so saying goodbye to my dad and sister was bittersweet.  Once our families were gone, we put the finishing touches on our dorm and got things organized before heading to dinner with a bunch of our friends!  I’m so proud of how our dorm turned out (we added a little more to the space after the photos below were taken) and I’m actually so excited to be sharing this room with my roommate who is now one of my best friends!  Our residence hall is home to nearly 600 freshman girls and while that sounds super crowded, it’s so cool to be this close to so many sweet girls.

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Club Collins

     I’m going to be honest, my friend group didn’t go to a ton of the Welcome Week activities, but one event we were sure to attend on Friday night was called Club Collins.  This little dance party mixer was held in the gathering space of the first floor of our dorm and was super hot (temperature-wise…the room was warm before it was completely packed with sweaty college students) but super fun!  Our CLs (Community Leaders – essentially RAs at Baylor) set up a photo booth and other activities for the event.  My friends and I got a little bored (and sweaty) about an hour in so we ended up leaving before the event was over to shower and head to HEB for a late-night grocery run.

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Saturday and the Big Event(s)

     Saturday was slow but eventful, including the farmers’ market, two trips to Common Grounds (best coffee shop ever and way too close to my dorm), meeting Brooklyn and Bailey at the church fair, Chick-fil-A for dinner, the Big Event, and the Bigger Event.  Baylor New Student Programs held “the Big Event” in the SUB (Student Union Building), which included food, karaoke, games, and bear building.  After the Big Event in the SUB, we headed to “the Bigger Event,” which was held off-campus by an organization called Zeta Zigga Zamma (ZZZ).  ZZZ calls themselves a Christian fraternity and it’s essentially a God-loving group of guys that hosts substance-free parties that typically include Kool-Aid, prayer, a little bit of worship music, and a whole lot of dancing.  The party was so fun and I’m so grateful to be at a school with organizations like this one!

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Sunday Before the First Day of Classes

     Sunday morning was my first opportunity to try out a church in Waco.  My friend group attended a contemporary service at Harris Creek Baptist Church and we loved it.  There are more than enough churches in Waco to go to a new church every week of freshman year and never repeat, so there are still a few more on our list to try before finding permanent church homes!  Right after church, we went to Rosa’s, my friend Lauren’s favorite restaurant ever.  That evening, the candlelight service was the final event of Welcome Week.  I went to the service with my friends Lexi and Parker and there we prayed for the school year, sang worship songs, and heard from a speaker.  It was such a neat way to start the school year and totally unlike anything my high school ever offered.

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First Day of Classes

     My first day of classes began with a big breakfast surrounded by lots of friends and wrapped up with my last class ending at 4:25pm.  Something I really love about Baylor is the abundance of ministry available every night, and the night of the first day of class was no exception!  Baylor has this super cool worship service called Vertical, which takes place most every Monday night, and our first time at the event was such a neat experience.  Vertical reminded me a lot of YoungLife club back home, except all the music was worship instead of fun pop songs that often precede club and the talk was a little longer.  Vertical was the perfect end to the first day of classes and I’m so excited to continue going (especially because Passion Band is coming on September 9th)!

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Breakfast at Magnolia Table and College Ministry at Antioch

     My good friend Lexi and I had what will likely become a weekly (and expensive) tradition of Magnolia Table for breakfast on Wednesday.  The meal was such a nice break from dining hall food and it was a fun use of our extra morning time given that our first classes were at 10:10am!  After classes that night I went with a group of friends to Antioch’s college ministry service and it was so good!  I loved every worship song we sang and the message about finding yourself was incredible.  I’m hoping to try out one of Antioch’s Sunday services soon!

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First Football Game

     Saturday marked not only our first game as Baylor students, but also our first time running the Baylor Line (refer to my post about Line Camp here if you don’t know what the Baylor Line is)!  Running the Line was such a fun experience and was even worth the hour-ish wait in the hot sun beforehand.  We were pleasantly surprised that no one in our friend group fell or lost a shoe/phone in the chaos of running the Line (trust me, there are horror stories of torn ACLs and broken jaws).  Baylor beat Stephen F. Austin 56 to 10 and we celebrated the victory with another trip to Rosa’s (Lauren’s request again)!

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Labor Day Weekend in Lake Travis

     One of my best friends here at Baylor, Abby, was super generous to invite a small group of friends to come home with her Sunday through Monday and spend time out on Lake Travis on her boat!  We had a blast wake-boarding and meeting Abby’s dogs, but man did we enjoy her mom’s homecooked dinner on Sunday night!  After dinner, we got dessert at an awesome donut place in Austin called Gourdough’s.  We enjoyed the luxury of sleeping on beds that weren’t twin-sized then headed back to Waco after breakfast Monday morning!

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I’m so thankful for what Baylor already is to me and I’m so excited for what’s to come.  This place and these people are such a gift from God and I’m so confident that I’m exactly where I belong.  I hope you enjoyed this post — sic ’em!

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How I Ended Up at Baylor

     It’s crazy to think that a year ago right now I had no idea I would be attending Baylor – I was just starting my senior year with a mostly complete Common Application and the intention to go to college in Texas to major in journalism.  My very favorite thing about blogging is helping others, so today I’m sharing my experience with and advice on the college decision process!  My hope is that this post will be helpful to high school seniors currently in the college application process as well as underclassmen that are curious about it (that was 100% me throughout high school).  I wanted this post to answer as many of your questions as possible, so I used my Instagram story to ask what y’all wanted to know!

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     Let’s start at the beginning – I submitted applications to Baylor University, Texas Christian University, Southern Methodist University, and Trinity University.  I was also super interested in the University of Texas at Austin until I toured it in the fall of my senior year, then decided not to apply (I’ll explain why I made that decision later!).  I chose to apply to these schools based on a few factors; distance from home, major availability, and the surrounding city.  I’m going to elaborate on how each of these factors individually affected me as well as what they’ll mean for you in the next few paragraphs!

     I think it’s pretty fair to say that the distance from home one would be comfortable with varies from person to person for personal and financial reasons.  Why was I so comfortable with going to school in Texas that I only applied to schools there, even though the entire state is roughly a thousand miles from home?  All of my biological extended family lives in Texas and I’ve spent so much time in the state every summer since I moved away at age four, I knew I would be comfortable going to college there.  I have so many happy memories in Texas and frankly, I just love everything about the state (yes, even the heat), so I couldn’t imagine going to school anywhere else – Texas feels like home.  Because I’ve been flying back to Texas to visit family at least once a year since I was five years old, I’m also super comfortable with flying, even by myself, so that wasn’t even really a factor for me.  However, since I have so much extended family in Texas, I will be staying in the state for shorter holidays like fall break and Thanksgiving, which certainly makes being so far from home easier.  If you know you have a hard time being away from your family for extended periods of time (think about your experiences with camps, overnight field trips, sleepovers, vacations with friends, etc.) or are scared of or dislike flying, then going super far probably isn’t a good plan for you, and that’s completely fine!  While college is a great time to push the boundaries of your comfort zone and try new things, jetting across the country for school when you know you frequently experience homesickness wouldn’t be your wisest idea.

     Availability of your preferred major is obviously pretty important when it comes to picking a school – you’ll be going there to get an education, after all!  My major is journalism, and luckily every school I was interested in applying to had a program for that.  This, however, might not be the case for you!  Be sure to check all the majors each school you’re interested in has to offer and make sure they have what you’re looking for!  Additionally, make sure they have majors in some other areas you have a little interest in just in case you change your mind about your major somewhere down the road (like the majority of college students do).  When it comes to choosing schools based on academics, I want you to keep in mind that while it’s obviously important for them to have a program for what you want, don’t tell yourself you have to go to the school with the best program for that major.  On the car ride back to San Antonio from my tours of Baylor and UT Austin in the fall, I was super torn between the two schools because I loved everything about Baylor and felt like I belonged there, but I knew UT Austin’s journalism program was incredible and nationally recognized.  I called my dad and he gave me some awesome advice – go to school where you’ll be happy, and you’ll thrive in your academics.  If you go to school somewhere you don’t think you’ll belong, it doesn’t matter how good their programs are because you aren’t going to enjoy what you’re studying and you won’t be motivated to do well!  I’m so grateful for how supportive my dad was in that moment and throughout my entire college decision process, and that piece of advice was so reassuring and impactful moving forward.  Knowing I would be touring Baylor and UT Austin, I didn’t finish the “Why do you belong at our school?” question in their applications before I toured because I wanted to give genuine responses based on my experiences at the schools.  I was so convinced that I didn’t belong at UT in this stage of life that I actually didn’t even finish applying there (even though it was my top choice before touring)!  In comparison, I finished the entire essay for Baylor in a fifty minute class period because I was that passionate and confident about it (for reference, I’m a fast writer if and only if I get really ramped up about the topic…so the fact that I wrote the whole essay in study hall my first day back at school after touring speaks volumes).

     And finally, the last factor I think is important in making your initial list of schools and eventually choosing one is the town the school is located in!  Do you want to be in a big city or a small town?  Do you want your college to be integrated with the city or do you want it to be more of a bubble you can leave whenever you walk off of campus?  I always thought I wanted a big city, but after touring UT Austin I was overwhelmed.  I love Austin, but I wanted my school to have defined boundaries that I could leave if I wanted to go out to dinner with friends or do something fun off-campus.  I knew that while I wanted to go to school in a city with school spirit, I did not want to go to school in a place where the college was plastered all over the city.  Waco is the perfect college town for me because there’s a good bit to do, it’s not too big but not too small, and it has its own identity outside of Baylor (hello Magnolia Silos!).

     Now, let’s talk about the actual applications!  Most schools are on the Common Application (more widely known as “Common App”), which is a place you can fill out all of your basic college application information (like your address, financial status, course list from high school, GPA, etc.) once, then add small additions that are specific to each school you’re applying to.  I would absolutely recommend applying through Common App if most of your schools are on it, it makes everything much easier and allows you to see what applications are done and what is still missing all in one place!  Common App provides a list of basic prompts you can use for your college application essay, see them here!  Your essay is a chance for you to really stand out to the colleges you’re interested in, but with that comes a lot of pressure.  These prompts were the same when I applied, and I chose topic one then wrote about my blog!  I used my blog to convey to colleges my diligence, personal growth, and how I have already taken the liberty to work in the field I’ll be studying.  My advice to you in writing your essay is to choose a topic that allows you to show off something unique about yourself  – whether that be an interesting hobby, a business you began in high school, a leadership position in a club that means a lot to you, how your world travels have impacted your life experience, or how your homelife has grown you into the person you are today.  I would also recommend, and I cannot emphasize this enough, that you complete the essay as soon as possible (without hurting the quality by rushing it) and get one of your former English teachers to review it!  As with anything else, you will make mistakes on the essay that you probably won’t notice, and it’s important that you get another set of eyes (preferably a set that has been to college for English) to check over it!  The essay can only be up to 650 words, but if you use the essay correctly, those words will make the colleges want you.  Just so you can get an idea of what this writing should look like, I’ve included my own Common App essay below!  If you don’t care to read it (no hard feelings haha), just skip through this section of the post in which the text is pink, I answer more of your questions later in the post!

     The summer before my freshman year of high school I made a decision that changed my life in ways I could not have predicted.  Having an enduring interest in fashion journalism, I created a blog which I planned to use to share mainly fashion-related content including outfits, shopping guides, and articles on trends.  Little did I know, this blog originally created to share fashion-related posts would become an outlet for me to document my high school life and faith.  I have used this corner of the internet to share not only my outfits and fashion interests, but also my travels, Christianity, and advice to other teenage girls.  My high school experience as a whole would be drastically different without my blog because its presence in my life has given me a love for writing, made me more outgoing, and created a confidence in my passions.

     Writing consistently for my blog has been equivalent to writing hundreds of essays on topics I am interested in, and doing so has translated to tremendous improvement in my scholastic writing.  The accountability created by my expectant readers requires me to constantly write and continue publishing over school breaks, thus keeping my writing skills intact over summer months during which they used to lie dormant.  I enjoyed writing when I clicked publish on my first blog post, but I now adore the task, even assigned essays.  Over the years blogging has transformed writing from an obligation to a passion.

     Publishing my thoughts and photos of myself for the world to see did not daunt me when I began my blog as a wide-eyed thirteen-year-old, and today I am so glad I did not think it over any more than I did.  I can now clearly see that making this decision with such little, naive thought tore through my comfort zone and caused me to become more open to putting myself out there in several other areas of my high school life.  I credit my confidence working my job in retail and courage to ask for a leadership role on the yearbook staff to this accidentally courageous act.  Thanks to this fearless leap into the internet world, I am far more comfortable setting myself apart in the real world too.

     In the school year following the summer of my blog’s creation, I received a lot of ridicule from other students.  From the number of times peers would pull up my website on the school laptops and laugh while reading my posts aloud, I learned to own my passions.  While it was far easier to beg my classmates to stop, I learned to ignore the rude remarks and prove their disapproval absurd in silence as I collaborated with brands and gained followers.  Learning to face the backlash contributed greatly to my steadfast confidence in all of my endeavors.  This adversity also assured me that I must be passionate enough to pursue a career in the field of fashion journalism if I am passionate enough about my blog to endure the criticism and stand up for myself.

     While the most apparent impact of my semi-successful blog to others is the free product I receive, the blog’s effects on my life go much deeper.  Impacts on my character and writing skills along with the opportunity to learn more about the world of social media marketing, friends who also blog from across the country, and the ability to strengthen my faith by sharing it with others are the real reasons I felt keeping up with my blog despite the struggle to balance it with my high school academic career was worthwhile.  Like anyone else, I have changed a lot since I began high school, but I think my blog has had a completely unique contribution to the evolution of my identity.

     I don’t work in college admissions, so I can’t be completely sure about what made my application stick out to Baylor, but I know that some things that probably helped include my involvement in clubs and sports at my school (I was in an all-girls service club called Anchor Club, Beta Club, National Honor Society, Mu Alpha Theta, literary magazine editorial staff, I was co-caption of the varsity girls lacrosse team, and I was co-editor-in-chief of my school’s yearbook), my volunteer hours leading Wyldlife (a few hours a week helping out with YoungLife’s middle school ministry in my city), my SAT score (it wasn’t ridiculously high but my best score was in the 95th percentile when I took it in 2017), and my academics (I had all As and Bs every semester of every year, including rigorous honors and AP courses).  I hope it doesn’t sound like I was bragging about any of that, but I know as a junior and senior in high school I wanted to know all of that about everyone I saw getting accepted by colleges!  Every school is different, and so many are test-optional nowadays!  My biggest piece of advice when it comes to what colleges want to see would be to get involved in things you’re actually interested in within your high school and community.  I want to work in the field of journalism, so I took two AP English classes as well as a year of creative writing and I got super involved in yearbook and my school’s literary magazine.  I love fashion, so I wrote a fashion blog and worked at a local shoe boutique where I ran their social media accounts and worked the floor on weekends.  I’m passionate about helping others, so I was involved in several service clubs.  I value my faith, so I was heavily involved in YoungLife and was a volunteer leader for middle schoolers.  I think you get the point – yes, some extracurriculars are better than none, but colleges will be able to see through the things you participate in just because they’re easy and you think they will impress schools.

     I had a few questions on how I knew whether to apply Early Action, Early Decision, or Regular Decision, and I would say this mostly depends on your personality and how confident you are in the school(s) you apply to!  For those of you who aren’t familiar with these terms, “Early Action” means you submit a nonbinding application by the school’s first deadline (typically November 1st), “Early Decision” means you submit a binding application by the school’s first deadline (binding means that if the school accepts you, you’re required to attend), and “Regular Decision” means you submit your nonbinding application by the school’s second deadline.  I would definitely recommend applying Early Action if you’re able to, it’s such a huge relief to know that your applications are all done in the fall!  Plus, I’ve heard that it’s a little easier to get into some schools if you submit your application by the first deadline in comparison to the second deadline, simply because the schools have more available spots earlier on.  The advantage to applying Early Decision is that a lot of colleges accept more people that apply Early Decision (especially colleges that have super low acceptance rates like Duke University, Vanderbilt University, and Ivy League schools) and you might find out whether or not you were admitted a little sooner.  Being type A, I completed most of my applications before the school year began and submitted them Early Action throughout the month of September as my recommendation letters were sent in.  I never planned to apply Early Decision anywhere until I toured Baylor, but I fell in with everything about it and knew I wouldn’t even care if I got in anywhere else – I wanted to know I was going to Baylor for sure as soon as possible!  Once you’re accepted to a school Early Decision, you are obligated to retract your applications from all the other schools you applied to (which makes for some awkward emailing, but the other schools will understand and it doesn’t really matter what they think anyway), which means if you don’t find out before you hear from your Early Decision school, you’ll never know if you got in to the other schools you applied to.

     As I feel like I’ve said a million times, after touring, I knew Baylor was the school for me.  However, I also thought Southern Methodist University was the school for me after I toured it over a year before I toured Baylor.  I know this might sound hypocritical coming from me, but don’t get too wrapped up in getting “the feeling” everyone talks about when they first set foot on campus, not everyone gets that feeling, and that’s okay!  Sometimes you might feel like you got that feeling everywhere, and you’ll have to take a step back and look at it logically.  As much as I loved Baylor the whole time I was on campus, the thing that actually made me confident Baylor was the school for me was the people who were already students there (not just the tour guides, remember they’re paid to act like their school is an academic Disney World!).  Every person I interacted with or saw walking around Baylor was so happy.  They were excited to point me to the building I was looking for, they asked me how I liked it so far, and they told me that coming to Baylor was the best decision of their life.  I left Baylor wanting to be that happy at my college, and with the Christian community, beautiful campus, and abundance of activities and opportunities there, I knew I would be that happy at Baylor.  My biggest piece of advice when it comes to touring colleges would be to tour when there are people there (that means that if you toured in the summer and are still seriously considering the school you should tour it again).  An empty campus tells you nothing about the diversity, attitude, and (as much as I hate this word) vibe of the people that go to that school.  I loved SMU’s campus but looking at the people that go there on Instagram and having a conversation about the school with an alumna made me realize it was not the school for me.

     Senior year can be so stressful between picking a school, keeping your grades up for colleges to look at, and staying with the extracurriculars you’ve been participating in throughout high school.  What helped me manage my stress was having a safe place where I could escape the stress and be a kid.  For me, that was the Emory Road House, where my school held YoungLife club, Wyldlife club, and Campaigners every week.  In that little building, I was completely myself and left my stress at the door.  Your getaway place doesn’t have to be religious, but it sure was nice to have people praying for me and reminding me that my identity and worth didn’t come from whether or not I was accepted by the colleges I was interested in.  Your safe place might be a sports practice, the library, a voice lesson, a family meal, or even just your afternoon nap.  Make sure you take the time to take care of yourself now in the midst of this time when you’re so wrapped up in your future!  Again, I would highly recommend submitting your applications Early Action if you’re able to, just so you know the applications are done and you’ll hear back from schools and be able to make your decision a little sooner.  I found out I got into Baylor on October 31st and it was a huge relief, then I was able to enjoy the rest of my year full of lasts with my high school friends!

Thanks for reading!  Please feel free to reach out to me if you have any additional questions regarding college applications, how I made my decision, or anything Baylor (I could talk about it all day, sic ’em!) that weren’t answered!  Good luck in your college decision process, I’m praying you’ll end up where you belong.

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Baylor Orientation + Line Camp Recap

     Welcome back to the blog!  Today I’m super excited to tell y’all about what I was up to June 10th through 14th – Baylor Orientation and Line Camp.  Orientation should be a given, but unless you’re in a Baylor family you probably have no clue what Line Camp is.  Line Camp is Baylor’s new student program that gives incoming first-year bears an opportunity to learn Baylor’s traditions, make new friends, and learn their way around campus a little better.  Line Camp has been one of my favorite parts of summer so far and it’s hard to explain why without telling you all about it, so that’s what I’m doing today!  If you’re looking into Baylor or college in general I’m hoping this post will be extra interesting for you.  Enjoy!

Sunday

     Given that I usually fly into San Antonio over the summer to visit my family and I knew I’d be coming to Texas for Baylor Orientation and Line Camp, my family decided it would be best to send me to Texas for two consecutive weeks; the first to spend time with both my mom’s and dad’s family, and the second to go to Baylor.  My immediate family was in intense packing mode for our recent move, so I came to Texas and orientation alone.  Fortunately, one of the girls (Lexi) I’d met through the BU ’23 Facebook group and had become super good friends with through Snapchat, Instagram, frequent texting, letters, and FaceTime calls offered to let me stay with her family in Waco the night before and between the two days of Orientation!  Funny story – after talking for months, Lexi and I realized that our mothers actually knew each other in high school.  Small world!  My grandmother drove me to Austin to meet up with Lexi the before Orientation and it was so fun finally getting to meet in person!

     Finally together, Lexi showed me a few of her favorite places in the Austin area (where she lived up until a few years ago) including the cutest crêpe place, some cute boutiques, the 360 Bridge Cliff View of Lake Austin, Starbucks (which I very quickly learned is a major staple in Lexi’s daily diet), and her favorite pizza place!  Later in the afternoon we left for Waco with her parents and drove through the craziest storm.  Once we made it to Waco, we watched the sunset from the Waco Suspension Bridge before going to bed to rest up for our first day of Baylor Orientation!

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Monday

     We woke up bright and early for Texas-shaped waffles and Starbucks before Orientation!  Orientation began with a welcoming session in Waco Hall, where we quickly began running into people we recognized from the countless Baylor social media groups we had been thrown into.  Throughout the day we attended several informational sessions including ones on schedule building, libraries and other available study areas, and more.  During our lunch break, we were able to snap a few photos in front of Baylor’s famously picturesque Pat Neff building!  After lunch in Penland dining hall we attended more sessions and the Dr. Pepper Hour club fair (since Dr. Pepper was actually founded in Waco, Dr. Pepper Hour is one of Baylor’s many traditions and it typically takes place every Tuesday between 3:00pm and 4:00pm in the Barfield Drawing Room of the BDSC where students and faculty enjoy free Dr. Pepper floats!).

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     In the evening, incoming freshmen were shuttled to McLane Stadium for dinner in the Baylor Club!  After dinner, we were taken to the bleachers, where we learned about the tradition of the Baylor Line. In the corner of the stadium, to the right of the Jumbotron, there is a yellow line that leads into McLane.  At each home game, freshmen wear their gold Baylor Line jerseys (which bear their last name and graduation year on the back) and run down that yellow line and onto the field to create a tunnel for the football team to enter through.  Once the players have made their way onto the field, freshmen stand in the section immediately behind the opponent bench.  Only freshmen participate, but seniors get the opportunity to run the Baylor Line one last time at their last home football game.  After we wrapped things up at McLane, we took a shuttle back to campus, where Lexi’s parents picked the two of us up and took us back to the apartment to get some sleep!

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Tuesday

     Day two of Orientation was a little more relaxed, giving students time to attend their scheduled advising appointments.  Lexi’s advising appointment was about an hour before mine, so I went back to Waco Hall to meet my roommate (who was in the combined Orientation and Line Camp session that began the day after mine) in person for the first time!  I found my roommate, Perri, through the BU ’23 Facebook group and we decided to room together based on our similar interests (like YoungLife), natural conversations, and good FaceTime calls – despite the fact that she lives a couple states away and we hadn’t had the chance to meet in person.  Meeting Perri in person was so sweet and she’s just as normal as I thought she’d be (thank goodness).

     After meeting Perri, I headed over to my own advising appointment.  I was super nervous going into the appointment since my parents weren’t with me to help me pick classes, but it went really well!  I’m not taking any 8:00 a.m. classes first semester – whoop whoop!  My appointment ended and I met back up with Lexi and her family to choose our meal plans, took our yearbook photos, and had our IDs made before attending a couple more sessions.

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     My stepmother attended UVA and was in a wedding with a man on Baylor’s new student programs staff, so I broke away from Lexi’s family to have lunch with him!  We had a pleasant conversation during our lunch at Penland and it was so nice to meet him.  After lunch, I rejoined Lexi and a couple of our mutual rising freshman Baylor friends for coffee at Common Grounds!  Common Grounds is the best coffee shop and it’s just a short walk away from Baylor’s campus…so basically they’re going to eat my money when school starts.  It was so fun getting to hang out with a few fellow future bears and I’ve already started to see friendships bloom from that little hangout.  After an hour or two at Common Grounds, we headed back to campus to say goodbye to Lexi’s parents and check into Line Camp.

     As you check in, Line Camp leaders give you your room number/meal scan card, a tee shirt, and a water bottle as you turn in your cell phone.  I personally loved that we turned in our cell phones for Line Camp because it gave us all the opportunity to truly connect with each other (and not having a phone felt a lot like YoungLife camp).  Once we checked in, we settled into our dorm rooms in Earle before meeting in front of the building to be introduced to our Line Camp leaders and separated into groups.  My leader’s name was Peria and she was the BEST!  The groups reentered the building for ice breakers so we could all get to know each other before heading to dinner.  My eleven-person Line Camp group was comprised of people from all around the country and world, including Texas, Arkansas, Colorado, and Puerto Rico!

     From ice breakers in Earle, we walked to dinner, which was held in the top floor of another building at Baylor, giving us an incredible view of the entire campus.  After dinner, we participated in the Bruiser Games, held in one of Baylor’s indoor athletic facilities.  The Bruiser Games, named after the Baylor mascot Bruiser the bear, included several activities that incorporated most everyone’s strengths at some point.  Once the Bruiser Games winning team was announced, we headed to Sing group announcements in one of Baylor’s auditoriums.  Sing is one of Baylor’s many long-held traditions that allows student organizations to perform 7-minute Broadway-style productions in competition with one another (read more about it here and watch a YouTube video on the history of Sing here!) and at Line Camp, we got to produce our own smaller-scale performances!  Each Sing group at Line Camp was composed of two Line Camp groups and was given a theme – ours was firefighters!  In Line Camp Sing the songs to be used in our performances were assigned to us with the theme, so we prepared a three-ish minute performance to a mashup of “We Didn’t Start the Fire” by Billy Joel, “Fire Burning” by Sean Kingston, and “Burnin’ Up” by the Jonas Brothers.  Our first rehearsal was mainly just getting to know each other and brainstorming for our routine.

     Following Sing practice, we had another small group family time (which included pizza) in which we all shared how we chose Baylor.  We were all free after family time ended around 11:30 p.m., and something fun about Line Camp is the fact that there isn’t a curfew.  I’m not going to lie, this stressed me out at first as someone who loves sleep and experiences extreme FOMO, especially when trying to make new friends in a setting like Line Camp.  Tired but not ready for the night to end, I went to one of my friends’ dorms and, knowing my birthday was the next day, she and a couple other girls took me to the lobby to sing happy birthday to me at midnight.  After midnight struck, we went for a walk around campus before heading to bed.

Wednesday

     Our first full day at Line Camp began with breakfast from 7:00 a.m. to 9:00 a.m. (although my friends and I didn’t go until around 8:15 a.m.).  After breakfast, we attended a short seminar on story and calling, which was followed by family time in which we discussed why we felt called to our majors.  It was so fun to hear everyone’s stories about how they knew what they wanted to do with their lives!  From small group, we went to lunch until 12:30pm, when we had another Sing rehearsal.

     We walked out of Sing rehearsal and awaited buses that would take us to Independence, Texas – home of the original Baylor campus.  Independence is two hours away (keep in mind none of us had phones because they had been collected), so our Line Camp leaders kept us entertained first by singing happy birthday to me (so sweet but also slightly uncomfortable), then learning the lyrics to “That Good Old Baylor Line” and the Baylor fight song “Old Fight!”, then “speed friending.”  Speed friending consisted of the aisle person moving up a seat every three minutes (then down a seat when they rotated to the other side of the bus) and a new conversation starter being provided by the boss every rotation.  It was fun to talk to people I hadn’t met yet, but overall I wouldn’t say it was super effective because I remember maybe three names from speed friending.

     When we finally arrived in Independence, we ate a Southern dinner consisting of memorably good barbecue and rolls.  Following dinner was an educational talk on Baylor’s history inside an old chapel.  When the talk was over, we rode the bus to the spot where we’d begin our walking tour of historic Independence.  Many goofy moments and group photos, we were loaded back onto the buses and asked by our Line Camp leaders to sit silently and pray or think about what we’d heard that day about calling and what we wanted our Baylor story to be.

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     When the five-ish minute ride was over, groups were dismissed from the buses by small group and in silence, we were given our Baylor Line jerseys (which we’ll wear to home games in the fall) then prayed over by our Line Camp leaders.  Once all the groups were off the buses, we walked down a candlelit path to a grassy area in front of the four columns, all that remain of the original Baylor University campus in Independence.  While standing in front of the columns, we sang two worship songs before a speaker asked us to take a moment to reflect and pray before meeting our Line Camp leaders behind the columns and joining the Baylor Line.  When I met Peria behind the columns she said “welcome home,” and told me to put my Line jersey on.  I then walked through the columns as a member of the Baylor Line.  As soon as everyone had completed their ceremonial walk through the columns, group photos were taken.  Everything about this experience took me to a place of disbelief.  I’ve never attended a Christian school, so the fact that we sang worship songs as a group and God was so openly invited into our journeys was just so cool to me.  I knew I had chosen the right school – being part of the Baylor Line isn’t just running onto the football field at the start of the games, it’s joining a community like one I’ve never had the opportunity to be a part of before.  At Baylor, your relationship with Christ is encouraged and fostered.  I’m so grateful this is something I get to be a part of.

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     Once all the small group photos were taken, we got back on the buses for our two-hour drive back to Waco.  This time no speed friending was required, the leaders put on the movie Sing and most of us went to sleep.  I sat next to a girl named Lauren who I’d gotten to know fairly well already, but we talked the entire bus ride and by the time we got back to campus I knew we would good friends for a long long time.

     When we all sleepily got off the bus super late, we were led into a large room we hadn’t been in before, where all of our Line Camp leaders were standing on tables shouting the “Milk and Cookies” chant – “M-I, L-K, C double O-K-I-E-S, I say milk and cookies!  I say milk and cookies!  What?  I say milk and cookies, I say milk and cookies!”  We probably would’ve been pretty mad at them for waking us from our ready-to-go-to-bed state if it weren’t for the actual milk and cookies awaiting us at the end of the tunnel of screaming Line Camp leaders.  The cookies were from a local bakery and were so good.  It was during this gathering that we wrote on our slime caps – another Baylor tradition that isn’t quite as well known or attractive as the Baylor Line jerseys.  For years, Baylor freshmen have ceremoniously written their name and hometown on the inside of the bill of these caps, which is then flipped up for other students to see.  This hasn’t been as popular in recent years, so the hats were more symbolic for us.  After Milk and Cookies, Lauren and I walked around campus and talked for a couple more hours before heading to bed.

Thursday

     Breakfast spanned from 7:30 a.m. to 9:00 a.m. again, and again my friends and I waited until breakfast was about half over to go eat.  After breakfast, we had family time with our small groups before attending a seminar about the significance of friendships in college.  Following the seminar, we had another family time in which we talked about our best friends at home and what we were looking for in friends in college.  From family time we went straight to lunch, then to a 4-and-a-half-hour Sing rehearsal.  My group honestly really needed this rehearsal, because we didn’t have much prepared before it at all.  With a little frustration and a lot of patience, we finally finished choreographing and memorizing our performance with a little extra time to spare to get ready for our banquet at 6:00 p.m.  The banquet dinner was held in that same top-level room as our first meal, and it was so funny to see how much closer we’d all gotten in the forty-eight hours since we’d last eaten there.  We were all dressed up nicely (which was a nice break from the tee shirts we’d been wearing all week), so we took lots of photos.

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     After the banquet, we had our Sing performances in Waco Hall.  It was so much fun to watch everyone’s routines, I know they all worked so hard!  The other themes were so much fun too – 80’s jazzercise, under the sea, zoo, spies, superheroes, and school to name a few!  None of us would have believed it if you told us twenty-four hours before, but the firefighter group placed second overall!  We were pretty dang proud of that considering we choreographed the majority of it in the rehearsal that afternoon.  We took some pictures on and around the Judge Baylor statue to celebrate!

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     Immediately following the Sing winner announcements, we all walked to Common Grounds, where a DJ was set up in the small performer space out back.  We had so much fun singing and dancing and celebrating the week we’d had together!  Once the celebration at Common Grounds ended at 11:00 p.m., we headed over to the SUB, where an introduction to another Baylor tradition would take place.

     Every Friday and Saturday night during the school year, Baylor hosts something called “Sundown Sessions” in the SUB.  These university-sponsored events give Baylor students safe, fun, and free activities to participate on campus from 9:00 p.m. to 1:00 a.m. (read more about Baylor Sundown Sessions here).  To give us a little preview of Sundown Sessions, we were offered pizza and Common Grounds coffee and were able to participate in painting and karaoke!  Eventually, the Sundown Session ended, and many Line Campers pulled an all-nighter with their new friends.  I made it to 4:00 a.m. walking around campus and talking to my friends but then knew I’d reached my limit given the lack of sleep I’d already had that week (not to mention I was about forty-eight hours away from leaving for Wyldlife camp where I’d be leading a bunch of middle schoolers for a week in Florida).

Friday

     Friday morning I (accidentally) slept through breakfast due to the late night we had, then I met with my small group to head over to our closing session.  The speaker reflected on the week we’d had and got us all excited about the year to come!  Once the session was over, we had our last family time as a small group.  We all shared things we’d learned and things we appreciated about each other and it was so sweet!  Our Line Camp leader returned our phones to us along with sweet personal notes (complete with Bible verses that she specifically picked for each of us) and a printed group picture of our group in front of the columns in Independence.  Saying goodbye to Peria and the rest of my Line Camp group was so hard for me, it’s so crazy how close you can grow to people in just a few days!  After our last small group session concluded, we took our luggage to the lobby and people began to leave.  I then said my goodbyes to my new friends outside of my Line Camp group, which was equally as hard if not harder.  Even though I knew I’d see them in just a few short months, I didn’t want to be apart.  How fortunate I am to be going into college with such an awesome community!

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At Baylor Line Camp I made friends that I’m so beyond grateful to start college with, but I also fully believe that many of them will be friends for a lifetime.  It’s so hard to explain the experience to someone that didn’t go, but hopefully you’ve gotten an idea!  I left Line Camp in awe that I actually get to go to Baylor, it’s a blessing I did nothing to deserve.  God is so good!  Thanks for reading!

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P.S. – A current Baylor media and public relations student reached out to me shortly after Line Camp and asked me a few questions for an article she was writing about Orientation!  If you’re interested in reading my responses and learning more about the unique ways Baylor’s Orientation and Line Camp programs allow students to connect, you can read the article here!

I Know Where I’m Going!

     Of all the posts I’ve ever published, today’s might just be the most exciting.  As most of you already know, I’m currently a senior in high school, which means it’s about time for me to pick a college.  I love having a plan and knowing things in advance, so I’ve been waiting for this moment since freshman year.  I actually got accepted to the school I’ll be attending on October 31st, but I wanted to wait to share until I had paid my deposit and come up with the perfect way to tell y’all.  That “perfect way,” (if there is such a thing) is taking place tonight, as I’m publishing this post I’m also announcing where I’ll be attending college on Instagram livestream (follow me on Instagram @apocketfuloffaith if you don’t already so you don’t miss other fun updates and opportunities to provide input!).  I’m so sorry for the disconnect between us lately, it’s just been so hard to put up content while holding off on sharing something so important to me right now.  Alright, enough waiting, let’s talk about where I’m going to college!

     I currently live in South Carolina, but I was born in Texas, where my parents are from and all of my extended family still resides.  That said, I’ve returned to Texas every summer since moving when I was four to visit family and explore.  I’ve always known I’d want to go back to Texas for college, so I actually didn’t even apply to any in-state schools.  Through process of elimination based on availability of my major (journalism), city setting (I wanted a town with an identity outside of the school and plenty of things to do), and proximity to my extended family (I wanted to be within a couple hours from them since I’d be so far from my immediate family), I narrowed my schools of interest list down to Southern Methodist University, Texas Christian University, the University of Texas at Austin, Baylor University, and Trinity University.

     I visited three of these schools; SMU, Baylor, and UT, and what they say about the importance of visiting is absolutely true.  The school’s website, however appealing and pretty, will never generate the same feeling as asking current students for directions and connecting with a tour guide.  I would also definitely recommend visiting during the school year, because interaction with current students is really the best way to tell if you could actually see yourself there.  I always thought I wanted to be in a big city, and that a large campus or student size wouldn’t bother me, but I was wrong.  While visiting I quickly learned that I wanted a medium-sized school with a defined campus (one that you couldn’t just wander onto from the city).

     Another factor in my decision, which I didn’t anticipate beforehand, was how badly I yearned for a school where Christian community would be easy to find.  I’m super involved in YoungLife here in South Carolina, and after being on YoungLife Work Crew at Saranac Village this summer (read my post about that amazing month here) I realized that community is really important in keeping my faith strong.  At the end of one specific college tour, after I expressed my heart being torn between schools, my tour guide said, knowing I was involved in YoungLife from a previous conversation, “I know you’ll end up where you belong, where God wants you.”  That’s the kind of friend I want in college, and that, along with the other incredible experiences I had on campus that day, is why I chose my school.

     I’m going to Baylor University!  Between the stunning campus, fostered Christian community, Dr. Pepper Hour, the bear habitat (where they nurture two adorable American Black Bears on campus!), the oldest Homecoming Tradition in American history, and running the Baylor Line, I left campus the day of my tour knowing I didn’t want to go anywhere else.  I couldn’t be more ecstatic to spend the next four years in Waco, TX and I can’t wait to take y’all along with me (as I’m currently planning to continue blogging in college).  As a matter of fact, my current career plan has stemmed from my love for blogging.  I will be majoring in journalism and minoring in apparel merchandising in hopes of pursuing my dream of writing for a major fashion magazine like Vogue!

Thank you for all of your support over the past four years of high school!  More college and Baylor-related posts are coming soon.  Thanks for reading and sic ’em bears!

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